Whats the worth of being alive if everything i cared about has been taken from me?

nothing tastes good ..... i dont smile unless its to be polite ...... i cant get a job where illegal aliens can ..... another man smiles and plays with my children.....wife screwed around on me and im left with nothing ..... my credit is ruined not hers ........ and i will never be able to be their father again simply because im ****** no matter where i go or what i do and im standing there dumbfounded because there is nothing i can do to stop it.......